unrequitted love

I'm tongue tied over six words, just hurt.  Stumbling over thoughts that make my feet hurt.  Confusion intertwined with my mind.  Now you got me so low since you want to go so..Go ahead and do what you want i guess y.o.l.o?  If you were pretending from the start why me?  can you mend my broken heart that i wanted you to keep?  I miss everything that you use to be!  Not happy that you stop this for a minuet but i could tell that you're heart wasn't in it or with it.  So tell me with all your mind, body, and spirit is this something you really didn't want to finish?  even though were no together do you want to tell me or admit that you regret it from the start?  I know you'll make it on your own but you never showed you're weakness by letting anything go!!!